College

So my parents signed me up to meet with a counselor who is supposed to help me get organized in applying to colleges. I’m not sure weather to take it as “we don’t like the colleges you have been looking at, here is some one who will correct your perspective” or “you aren’t working hard enough, here is some one to keep you to a schedule” or whatever.
I think I’ve been doing okay on my own so far with the beginings of this application process. I made a list of a few colleges I want to apply to, I printed out some of the applications and even wrote a brain storm for a few essays. I don’t really want help from some stranger that my parents are prolbably paying too much.

That doesn’t mean I’m not stressed about getting into college. I stress over just about everything, important or not. I’m prety freaked out about the whole getting into the right college thing but lotsa people I know got through it in one peice…right??!?!
To all the people who already got in and are going to college this fall:
TAKE ME WITH YOU IN YOUR SUIT CASE!   (please?)

Finals

Bah, all that worrying and stressing was for nothing

well, I’m halfway done with these crazy, evil tests. I have to say…they arn’t that bad…
After all this last minute  cramming, ignoring my friends and staying in my room for the past week, and it was all really for nothing. I guess it helped me get everything done so I can be more relaxed, but I was expecting a bit more of a challenge… heh Even though I know I have two more tomorrow, I’m not going to study for them anymore. I’m done with that. I’m just going to sit back, relax, read a book, play a game and get to sleep.
Its almost, almost, almost, almost over.

Edit:

finals were almost fun the second day, heh, 16 page essay = no problem ;D

Coming to a Close

Went to an awesome con where I stayed up the better part of 72 hours gaming. (check)

Had more homework then I could do in one night(check)

Procrastinated on really important project (check)

Stressing out about finals next week (check)

schools almost over

Back, and Late

Well, I did get back from Japan about a week ago but I’ve been busy as hell. Too much going on really. Lots to catch up with at school. Friends, homework and apparently English grammar. Classes are going horribly right now, I have too many tests and not enough time to learn the material, not that I would pay attention if I had been there, but I would be getting more sleep…..

Friends have actualy been really over whelming for the most part. I had forgotten just how many I had. Thats not necessarily a bad thing though, its was really awesome to see how many people had missed me or at least remembered me enough to run up and give me a hug and say hi. Still have to remember to give people their presents….and finish unpacking.

I did have one really awful thing happen this week that added way more stress than I needed at the time. I lost my history text book the second day I was back. A completely unnecessary, uncalled for and unwanted event. I was stressed, annoyed and unpleasant the whole day. I did have a friend nice enough to help me out at lunch who really cheered me up, so you have more of my thanks. No one reads this though, not a bad thing at this point, I think.